It's been months since I last posted here. And now I come to write this tiny little story of mine. Today at my English course, we were playing '20 Questions'. You know that game-where everyone is allowed to ask someone everything in total of 20 questions-since most of my friends are missing class due to their exams. The game went well, until it was my role to ask my teacher a question. And the question just popped out of my mind. I was like 'Are you married, Sir?' .Well technically, I've clearly known that he IS married since the ring always dazzles my eyes, but making sure won't hurt, aight? Then he was like 'Oh yes of course I am' And i was like "Is she a native of Indonesia? Or...?" And again he was like 'Aww yes she's Indonesian' and there came a hint of pink tint on his face. Yes, goddamnit he's blushing. That's it. That's the point where my heart broke into million piecesT______T
Oh before I go further about my pitiness, I'll let you know about my crazy obsession over foreigner, or so-called white guy. I don't know why or how I adore them with every fiber of my being. It was like when I see them, I feel like am about to explode. Yeah, that's how pathetic I am. PROBLEM IS: Being my really awkward self, it's almost not likely to speak with them. Goddamn, I can't even keep up on a conversation. Yes, my teacher is a white guy, and there's no need to explain why it happens to be 40-year-old-married-man(i might wanna add hot:p but that'll sound psycho-_-) whom I fancy.
Whoooopppp and there's one more. After I thought about stuffs, I just realized that I almost only fall for the older guy. Not just older, but MUCH older guy. I don't know what's wrong with me, or maybe I'll just blame the hormones for this. Like WHY CAN'T I HAVE MORE INTENTIONS TOWARDS PEERS?(۳ ˚Д˚)۳ If only, life would be so much simpler. Well in fact. i DO fall for a guy....guess who he is?......*insertdrumrollhere*......Neville Longbottom. Yea, you heard that right. The nerd, yet brave guy from Harry Potter. And it's a friggin fictional character. And once again, i'll declare THAT'S HOW PATHETIC I AM. I guess I might be destined to end up as a forever alone potato. An awkward one...
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